【Diary】Why does the past seem more beautiful than now?

Eat, exercise with a little head and sleep.

But my body is gradually, but it definitely decline.

Every day I get hooked for a moment.

When I noticed, I have already lost something.

 Recently, I think the reality is very cruel.

Because it is too burdensome, even if you escape to something, you will have a cruel endless ending.

But it resists to escape from the end.

What is the hell to live?

Looking back on the past, I feel that I was happy at that time.

That's because my body was younger and I had an adventure for the future.

Now I'm just meeting the time to die with a little bit.

Youth is over, only death.

May be no good anymore.

Die to knowledge. Die to society.  Die to peace.

I'm unhappy.